chapter 7

  Its been a while since my last blog best way to say is

My day is excellent, tryna live my life exuberant by learning new things and perfecting things i'm doing. If possible i would balance my life doing final project with team mate, exercise, and write more instead of crapping. I must say prayer should be my priority, I pray regularly sometimes i led astray turned my back but i know my Lord will always wait for  me and lead me back to his arms. I must have strong faith, I'm easily 2 be tempted by evil to do things dishonor my Lord (i wouldn't mention why i'm tempted by) will mention it other time. I must say i find my faith again, I'm sober back from hiatus be humble to learn from other people so i can be better one day. A lot of things going on and i manage 2 pull myself back together on track , if it wasn't because of my prayer i would have lost and didn't update my blog. My Lord indeed is my shepherd yo. I have a lot of personal issue but i wont blog about it or tell my friends cause they all are just clueless only my Lord knew me better than myself.

   I suffered an "abnormal sleep orientation" or insomnia( not sure) for months. My friend said this is the symptom of insomnia you just keep thinking bout other things that wont happen. He urged me to consult a doctor to check but i prefer relying on prayer to get through my night. Although it started not well and doubting but if keep praying for it you will get your favor in return. It does help, cause My Lord, My Father is a Living God.

  Okay, back to the current news happening in my college last couple week ago. My mentor decided to merge both group together to continue the project my group are doing. The reason behind this action is, the other group they got their issues with their own team members and they are far left behind of what it is schedule. There will be total 10 people working on one project. I must say merging 2 groups together is a good news for me cause we couldn't manage to complete our task in time, an assistants from another group is always a delight. We all assigned to our own task, I'm still working on my story reel. My mentor does approved the story reel because i follow a classical movie cinematography, which is Tom n Jerry but my team mate is always the one i'm hard 2 convince cause they wanted to have a more interesting perspective which i felt it's kinda complicated to apply it in our short film cause our genre is Looney toon style. What can i do man ? so i just do exactly what they assign me to do, try to find a way to have a win-win situation between me and them.

Benefit of  keep refining the story reel is i got a less work to do and i can focus more on my portfolio, but i will make them feel satisfy for the story reel after its done. So, i can make our life simple and keep going forward. Everyone is an asset player for me, so i don't usually think positions its important if you cant get your task finish in time.

I got no issue with anyone in my life but i have this "hating" issue on meeting with team mates especially it held too much!!!

like a week of it really kills me, now why would i say that? i felt like every time we set up a meeting once we have decided on certain thing the next day sum dude would just popped up to make confusions among the pigeons so i would really get tire about repeating the same matter for weeks. This isnt about the meeting now its about how not professional we are and how "fragile" and not confident we are to be easily discourage by certain tiny issue that proved not to be a problem. They liked to held meeting without putting into serious consideration about what is the purpose of today meeting  most likely every time the purpose is failed. So i looked around my classmate, actually half of the members has the same thought held too much of meeting with no proper direction is useless and its kinda irritating when it comes to a word "meeting" i prefer "discussion" more cause it give me a lightly feel and less tense, well be frankly i'm the dude who always absent in their meeting no wander some of them have prejudice on me.

  Every time i go to college i am cheerful not because i'm keen to explore new things but i love to spend my time cracking jokes around people, that helped me a lot especially in brighten my day and reminded me Life is full of happiness.

Life is short so lived it wise, no matter how shitty day will be we must always learn to appreciate happiness in our day.  Peace