Chapter 3

  Tis few days alot of things had happened so it keeps me 2 procrastinate 2 update my blog althought i wrote them down on a sheet of paper but still couldnt move my finger just to type haha... well i should be blogging tis after 20 may , cuz 21 may is the day we pitch our stories to the mentor. Trust me i am pretty confident when it comes to pitch stories or telling stories and tat day not even has a sight of dark cloud.....whooo hooray...cus it's not going to rain....Praised the Lord cuz my Lord is on my side haha.

  First task we must discuss among our group members to narrow our personal 10 stories to 4. So i picked my 4 and pitched it to my mentor...althought i stutter a bit but i still manage to keep him entertain by my stories. I straight forward to the logline and didnt nag about the stories. My mentor seem pleased and some of my classmate commented it's hilarious. On that moment, i felt like i am "on top of the game" (I know i shouldn't let this thought comes into my mind, cuz i never know what would happen next)

  Second task, Now each of us in a group of 5 got 20 stories has to narrow it down to 7 stories. Somehow some of my members stories has be hinted as rejection by my mentor due to complex storyline and more than 2 characters. Well i gotta say, this is just like a "survivor of the fittest in the game" you gotta confirm you fight tooth and nails to convince them that your stories should be in the 7 spot. ( Sweat man, my readers you guys must be thinking i m selfish, all i want is to have the best stories in it ) I never thought they would just dumped the stories without consider what the mentor hinted cuz i tink we should take our mentor's feedback into consideration but not just asking other group members to vote on it. (trust me if you don't trust me then you should trust the mentor cuz he's expert in what he has done and able to visualized it) but not just relying on voting man!!!! one of my lecturer also taking the vote ,well guess all of them just follow the lectures's choice..Only one of my story being picked....My lecturer told me why you dropped the Vampire's story....i think he likes it though.

 At that time i really feel like i am "bottom of the world" ...."Off the board" so booooooooo..... me

( i know i know the lecturer got his point but his points not always the suitable for us , am i rite? )
Btw the story they voted of mine is the less hilarious one, i dun know wat the phuck is tis man...

In our group actually we had already narrowed down the stories 2 7 already,( they picked mine 3 stories) but one of the Smart-ass mentioned sumthing to brainwash the others....( i mean why should we doubting our stories and mentor's suggestions(Expert)  just because of the voting and follow majority?) (Yo friends i also made a hard decision to discard my vampire stories just because other group has the same theme wif me, and just because of some smart-ass say tat he saw it in youtube. Yo man the story is different ok)

I feel disapointment and sad , i have to follow them, cuz we r groupmates ( 4 against 1 is not a wise option to brag my cock is bigger cuz nobody gives a shit bout it)

  I did what i can to convince them and i really dont want to keep the matter inside me cuz its uncomfortable and causes me couldnt sleep. I tried to be open minded and accept but the pathetic side of mine is telling me it's unfair......I have to be reasonable and humble shouldn't let my ego thinks that i am on top of the game. Yesterday 27 may was torturing me, i couldn't close my eyes to sleep till 530 a.m. Why? because of my stupid thought keep thinking of the " past incident". I told myself it's past already so i should let it go why i 1 2 b so obstinate about the matter? (guess i really care about the outcome doesn't follow the way it should be)
 
  So i get down to my knee and pray and resume reading my bible. Psalm 25:4-5 is the verses i will frequently recite it.

 I dont know my future is but i know that my Lord my Father will always be here pointing the direction for me. I learnt my story didn't get picked must have the reason behind it so I let the matter go forgive myself  just that simple i crushed on my bed....yea

  The 7 stories my mentor would personally pick 1, i just got 1 story in it but i still didn't give up on my hope yet so i am still on the board.....

  Btw in case you dun know, my groupmates actually they r just like my next door grandma who nags a lot and have a lot of doubting issue and asked  "where to eat ?" for 3 years but still eating in the same place and asking same stupid question... tats bored

Grandma says "Beware of  what you want to comment about tis photo, or i will smack you wif my hand bag"...!!

chapter 2

  Yo, It's been a week i din post anything just kinda busy lately .....on watching old movies. Hmmmm...speaking of old movies ,what r your favourite old movie ? Recently i am watching movies around 90's to 03'. i found it amusing and hillarious in this movie called Evil dead. I know as a visual effect artist i should watch something cooler like battleship or Life of Pi but i sumtimes i just curious about how they film that movie without any 3d software tat time, probably they do it all with a special effect (human made). The movie is so classic and the main character Ashley campbell becomes an iconic character till present day.

See the shortgun he's holding its call broomstick a double-baralled shortgun
 
one thing which draws my attention is he appears in comic fighting both iconic villians like jason and freddy. Check out the poster i grabbed from google.

  Cool rite?
 The guy with claw is freddy krueger. He is the antagonist from nightmare elms street.

And this guy with mechette is my favourite. He's like a killing machine but he is a poor guy with a miserable childhood life.

I wont goin to tell all their story here, but they are awesome for me and they got a lot of series. Seriously both of them are one of the badass in horror film i tink, better dun dressed up like em for trick or treat or u might send behind bar haha.
 
  Btw, my favourite movie around tat time is spiderman and matrix trileology. I forgot i got 10 stories i need to come out and pitch it to my lecturer on 21-5, bussy rite? neh actually i m just finding excuses for myself to watch movies to find inspiration for my story assignment, i already got 10 of em. So i all i have to do is to deliver my stories for my mentor and make sure its simple and funny. Well, if you watch a lot of looneytoons, Tom and jerry u would know to prank a sarcastic and funny jokes in your stories.
 
  I am not sure whether my mentor would choose my story for my group or not but it's fine 2 me, the most important for me is Plz dun let it rain!!!!!

 I hate going to college when it is raining and i dont like wet, so hopefully it wont rain. If it does i would become

  and singing raining dogs and cats( a metaphore for heavy rain)

Cross finger, 2 minutes 2 tomorrow

Pilot (

  Hi, I m just an ordinary kid wif a rebel and cocky attitude( Tats wat my teacher says me)but my frienz sy i m cheerful and fun....neh gues tat depends on people's view, sum call me shi ji my chinese name, sum jz call me Strawbeary boy ( my alter ego). I always wanna to blog but its just i dun know when or why i should start 1. Well today, i finally made up my mind to start blog. Why so sudden? Its my birthday today, probably the easiest way to rmb the date i start to blog and its also a perfect time for me to blog about my final year workin animation wif my group mate in college. Yup tats rite, i study 3d animation. Btw i'm Malaysian from Cat City(Kuching) Sarawak. I belive tis would be a "grown up" process like "Ah boy to men"( Singapore Army Comedy)

but mine its just "From boy to man"(college life). I used to have a habit of writing diaries while i m in National Service. Its a good habit, thats why i dun find any difficulties in writing. I also write my own rap lyrics, currently workin on the freestyle of Eminem's Beautiful.

Oh man i should have come out a graduation song instead! well tis song is personal so it needs time for me to get inspiration to write, I'm trying to keep it real and express my feeling in lyrics so i wont gonna so sth stylish or heavy cuz it might sounds off track.  I liked the quote. Eminem the best ! 

  
   
  I found it's different feeling for me to work as a group. For me hmmmm.... i would separate group work into 2 categories( Assignments vs Funs).

 1. first is wif our classmate. Dun get me wrong, i love my friends n i dun wan conflict wif them working in group for a short time is fine for me. I just dun like workin in the same group for a long period of time just imagine ( 8 months, probably i would have issue wif them, certainly not as thick as a tissue) Most of the problems i tink it comes from me. Most people tink i have a rebellion attitude of "dun give a phuck", well i just say it depends.

2. Now tis is the group work i like "Play". Yea i bet everyone like it, well its fun and i missed tat time Me and my clique we were dumb and wanna do everything just wanna catches people's attention. We just like blood-bro and sis. 

I like doin animation althought i seldom watch animation(prefer drama or movies of real actors). its just i dun like to overnite in my college( no offense) but its just a long process , modelling, animating, rendering, compositing, lighting and etc. My worst nightmare would be rendering part. Trust me i screwed up a couple of times. I still manage not to let myself overnite in college thought haha probably its due to my smart time management or my lay back and easy going attitude. I'm not goin to brag a lot of bad stuff here, i told myself i will pull myself together and work as a team. Yea , i believe i can yea ...I have faith. 

First chapter of my story ...the end

Now i just realised i make my blog like powerpoint....hahaha